No matter how down I get, I somehow find the light at the end of the tunnel, even when I'm at my lowest.
I drown myself in music and I think things through, or at least I try to. Sometimes I end up drowning in music for a long time... I kind of float there, listening to the words as I sort my thoughts out.
I think of how much my friends (and you know who you are) mean to me and how much they help me out when I feel at a loss... Making me laugh at the random shit in life and then I remember, "Hey, I remember laughing at this when I'm happy too." And I end up laughing some more.
I will say that I do miss having random conversations with Kels, for sure, because we could only really have these conversations without anyone judging us or judging each other for that matter.
Also.... And I know that this is really, REALLY unhealthy, but cookie dough makes the world a better place when I am down too. And if I don't have it on hand, well, cookie dough ice cream works just as well. Haha.
As I float in this sea of music, I will be listening to the words (if there are word, because at the moment, I am listening to dub-step...) and I shall continue on this journey to the light and self reflection and smile all the way through with my cookie dough ice cream in tow, thinking of my friends and family and how saying "Thank you" will never be enough. You guys mean the world to me and I love you. I really do!
Until next time, this star sailor will be heading to Jupiter to get some Jupiter drops in her hair.
TTFN
Lexy♥
