Let's Try to be Happy

I can smile when I need to, even when it hurts, but I always try to find the good in everything and I also try to be as optimistic as possible.

No matter how down I get, I somehow find the light at the end of the tunnel, even when I'm at my lowest.

I drown myself in music and I think things through, or at least I try to. Sometimes I end up drowning in music for a long time... I kind of float there, listening to the words as I sort my thoughts out.

I think of how much my friends (and you know who you are) mean to me and how much they help me out when I feel at a loss... Making me laugh at the random shit in life and then I remember, "Hey, I remember laughing at this when I'm happy too." And I end up laughing some more.

I will say that I do miss having random conversations with Kels, for sure, because we could only really have these conversations without anyone judging us or judging each other for that matter.

Also.... And I know that this is really, REALLY unhealthy, but cookie dough makes the world a better place when I am down too. And if I don't have it on hand, well, cookie dough ice cream works just as well. Haha.

As I float in this sea of music, I will be listening to the words (if there are word, because at the moment, I am listening to dub-step...) and I shall continue on this journey to the light and self reflection and smile all the way through with my cookie dough ice cream in tow, thinking of my friends and family and how saying "Thank you" will never be enough. You guys mean the world to me and I love you. I really do!

Until next time, this star sailor will be heading to Jupiter to get some Jupiter drops in her hair.

TTFN

Lexy♥

Caramel Apple Halloween Snack!!!

Hey guys! This snack is so easy to make! All you need is: One apple ( any kind you prefer) An Apple Slicer Skewers Caramel Chocolate Sprinkles I hope you all have fun making this Halloween treat and I also hope you have a fun and safe Halloween!!! TTFN Lexy♥

Silly Random Blog Ten Nineteen

Hey guys! Today it's just a silly random blog post today for my video! I didn't have anything lined up this week so in today's video I talk about my long awaited pictures, my Argus 75, cemeteries, and hair color. LOL Talk about random ^_~

I hope you all have a wonderful Friday and a great weekend!!! TTFN! Lexy♥

At Home Camping Video!!!

What to do when you can't go out to go camping! And a bonus S'mores tutorial!!! I hope you guys try it this weekend with your kiddies!!!

Stressed Out and Unsure

With being sick for the past two weeks, slowly recovering with the pains in my chest and with my personal life knocking me down, I have been stressed out to the extreme, but I always try and keep a smile on my face.

Well with the monthly meeting I go to for the shelter left me even more stressed out because someone is afraid of change. Whether people like it or not ( and by people I'm talking about old people (60+)) social media is the future and it has helped tremendously with getting our pets adopted. They are trying to change how we, the Media Team (that I am part of along with the cat walking) write our bios and blogs on the animals. They want us to keep them short and simple. But we grab more of an audience and gain more adoptions with a story about the animal, what their personalities are like and if they're a match for your family. If they take all of this away, it will hinder us and we will have a difficult time trying to get these animals homes. My boss, the Media Team Leader, and I tried to defend how we write and now it's in the Board's hands now. If they take away our writing freedom, it will make writing like a chore instead of being fun.

If you know me, I am not one that likes to be told what to do. I will somehow (and I am sure my boss would be on my side as well) find away to still try and keep writing about the animals fun and colorful, even if it pisses off the others that are afraid of change.

Being part of this organization has given me the confidence and independence I have craved for for many years and it has opened my eyes to many opportunities. I just hope they don't fuck us over.

I will see you guys Friday on the vlog!

TTFN

Lexy♥

Sicky Lexy Baby

I'm sorry that I don't sound great in my video today. If you have been following me or know me personally, I have been sick for the past couple weeks. Sadface. But I managed to soldier on and let you all know that I am still alive and doing alright, just living life a day at a time!I hope you all have a great weekend and I hope that I'll be well enough to do my "camping" craft-ish video next week! TTFN!
Lexy♥