heading back home

well since my failed attempts to get a job, my husband and i are traveling back home this weekend. im excited to see my family ^_^ i get to see my aunt who is preggers at them moment and i finally get to see her belly!!! she is the closest thing to a sister that i have and i was with her all the time with her first pregnancy and with this second one almost up i feel like ive been left out of it because i grew up and moved away. (i was 13 the last time she was pregnant)

i also get to celebrate my mom's birthday early too!!! im excited to see her open up my gifts i made her!!! i dont know if she reads my blog or not, but i dont want to ruin the surprise by saying what i made on here in case she does...

off to finish up last minute packing!!!

TTFN

Lexy♥

ps- i'm taking my camera on this fun road trip and i cant remember if i have b&w film in it or color but im excited i get to take pictures of back home with my holga! sooooooooo i will post asap when i can get them developed ^_^

le sigh

just want to rant a little...please you dont have to comment and such, i'm kinda not really in the mood for it. i had an interview today. it was a unique group interview. they made us remember our groups names and their hobbies and such and also made us perform a commercial. i am an introvert, i warm up to people when i get to know them, but today, oh gawd, how today i wish i was more out there, more talkative more attention grabbing. i tried my hardest and i guess it wasnt enough. i didnt make it past the first cut and when i got to the car i actually cried. i never cry after an interview...ever. i take it with a glass of water and on to the next. but i really wanted this job... and i felt so awful that i didnt get it... i made quick friends today and i think thats why it hurt a little more that i got cut. i wish that my shyness didnt get in the way... i wish people can see that i am a damn good worker behind my quiet demeanor... ok enough with my ranting, after i got home, i went and skateboarded by myself to clear my head and help me feel better. having the bike path to myself and having the wind in my hair helped a lot with my frustrations and my self hate...and then i came home to a loving husband who appreciates me for everything and anything i do. that made me feel better. having someone love you for who you are and know how good of a person you are is a great feeling.

Sad Face

well, i didnt get the job for macy's, but it's ok...

i have to keep on putting my applications out there.

I hope something good will come my way ^_^

on a brighter note, i need to develop some film soon and i'm hoping i can do that this weekend :D
when i do i'll post them on here for you all to see

have a great weekend everyone!!!

TTFN

Lexy♥

Postponing Etsy

well i got called for an interview for macy's tomorrow and im hoping i will be able to get this job. money has been kind of tight and if i am able to get any kind of work, i think i would be more comfortable to buy the film i need, hopefully a newer camera and also bust out my Etsy shop.


wish me luck!

TTFN

Lexy♥

Paper!

i finally got some paper!!! yay!!!

now i gotta set up the etsy shop. credit card info and paypal are kinda a pain to figure out, but maybe im a little slow when it comes to this stuff lol

i'll figure out eventually


got another roll to develop, soon i hope, soon!!!

when i do i'll post on here.

TTFN

Lexy ♥