A part of me has been soul searching whilst being away and I am kind of torn. A part of me is growing up, trying to figure out life, trying to see what my future will be like, if I'll meet new people, if I'll still be around the same people I know now, if they will still want to be around me, or if I'll still exist.
The other part of me still wants to be that little girl that gets shy around new encounters and hides behind her mother, wary of the world, afraid to see what is beyond the threshold of her childhood home, nervous about disappointing or hurting anyone's feelings in the process.
Truly, I won't know until I explore the uncharted waters and when each encounter comes forth, I will deal with them as best a I can.
Until then, I'll keep my eyes on the stars.... Trying to find my way back home....
TTFN
Lexy♥
