So I've Kinda Been Anti-social.....

 

 Soooo, I've kinda been anti-social with my real life friends, my interweb/WoW friends and my family. I don't know why, but I get in a kind of funk and I don't really want to talk to anyone. But I feel bad that I haven't talked to anyone, so I try and let everyone know that I'm still thinking about them and that I haven't forgotten about them, it's just that I haven't been in the mood to talk because I really don't have much to talk about or that I just don't want to talk. (I'm weird...)
 I've been feeling homesick since my birthday a few weeks back, missing everyone and also being bummed out that I'm 25 now. I'm not a youngling anymore, I'm realizing that I'm getting old. I've also haven't really accomplished much in my life and I feel like I need to still prove myself, prove to my family and friends that I can do something. But instead, I've kind of been on the down low and have been hiding myself from the world, and I feel like me hiding from everyone will make things better, and in reality, it's not. It's actually really sad that I'm afraid to talk to people when I'm in a funk because I'm afraid they are going to judge me because I tend to be weird about my dreams and what I want to do with my life.
 I know eventually I'll get out of this funk, but right now, I'm gonna kind of wallow in it and keep trying to find the positive I bring to the people around me and try not to stress out about my achievements and goals and try live life as positive and happy as I can.


TTFN

Lexy♥