*Yawn*

 I woke up way too late today... I needed to do stuff today, but since my phone failed to wake me up, I am now a lazy bum.
I posted a blog for the animal shelter, 2 actually, but one was already scheduled for today. I don't mind blogging for the animal shelter, but at the same time, I want something more. I would like to get paid for writing, but fat chance that is going to happen. I don't know what is popular right now.
 I really wanted to wake up early today so that I could go job hunting into town. I've been trying to apply to places online, and I feel like it's just not going anywhere. I revamped my resume as well, so I really hope that will help too.
I'm just tired of feeling like I'm not getting anywhere in my life. I should have never gotten a Facebook, because it makes me envious of what others have accomplished. But at the same time, I also don't know their living situation or how their life really turned out either, because I am not them, I am me. I am probably more frustrated at myself more than anything. I feel bad that my health got in the way of my living my life to the fullest and hindered me in such a way that I almost feel helpless. But I am sure I can get my life back on track....At least I hope so. I just want to show everyone that I can accomplish something, but the thing is, I'm not sure what I want to do. I would like to be a photographer, but at the same time, I want to keep it as a hobby because I tend to hate the things I love when they become a "job." I would like to go back to school, but I don't have the cash at the moment and I can't seem to get my FASFA info from my mom when I actually need it. I'm torn with wanting to me a Pharmacy Technician or an X-Ray Technician. Both schools with most likely take ALL of my money and leave me in so much debt, that I don't know what I am going to do. Hence why I need a job, to help me pay off those future debts. But I also want to buy things for myself as well with out feeling like I'm taking up all of my Love's pay. I have gotten more frugal as of late, but I feel it goes unnoticed because he'll buy whatever. It's a little frustrating until I bring it up and then I can buy whatever I want, which is still cheap, little buys that I actually need and not want. My wants are on hold right now until i find a job.
  I will still put myself out there as often and frequently as I can. Wish me luck!

TTFN


Lexy♥



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