heartbreak..

my poor Kupo died yesterday. he was my blue parakeet and i loved him so. i took him to the vet and then brought him home and made him as comfortable as i could, but the loss of a pet is heart wrenching no matter how big or small.
i'm going to miss having him chirp in the morning to open the glass door or even chirp with happiness when i come home like as if he was saying "You're Home!!! I Missed You!" He was the best bird anyone could have, but i was glad that he was mine.

I Love and Miss You, Kupo.

-Lexy♥

Still no break...

i still cant seem to catch a break in trying to find a job...now that it's seasonal hiring season, i'm even getting rejected from those applications. it's very disheartening...

i'm even getting a little depressed by it. part of me feels like a failure to my family back home, to my husband, and most of all, to myself...

i would like to have some extra cash in my pocket so i can get better things to improve my crafts and bring up my self-esteem, but when nothing is coming my way it's kinda hard not to feel down about it.

i dunno... i've just been so down and i dont really have anyone to talk to, so this entry is kinda one of those "writing in a journal" entries where im just rambling on and on instead of talking to whoever comes across my blog.

i will have to save this emo-ness for later...

TTFN

Lexy ♥

Happy Halloween !!!

Happy Halloween Everyone!!!!


Have a safe holiday and eat lots of candy!!!!





TTFN

Lexy♥

some days....

lately ive been wanting a baby more than ever. i normally dont talk about this much with anyone because a lot of people ( my mom included) keep telling me to wait or that im too young and blah blah blah blah blah...

some days i just dont want to wait. i want to have a baby, i want to experience having a little peanut growing inside me; to feel it flutter and move around...
i want to love this unknown person unconditionally at first sight. i want to teach them about the world out there and show them that they can dream of anything and everything...

some day...maybe...

TTFN

Lexy♥